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sometimes i write when im disturbed. and believe me im pretty disturbed right now. there are lots of hurtful nasty things in the world. but i dont want to know about them. im happy living in my own little world even if its make believe or cut off from the rest of the world. i want ppl in it whom i care about and who make me happy. i dont want any part of the cruelty that lingers in corners.

i just forwarded this corny email to some friends. because it was sweet. and it made me feel like there was hope for good to survive and evil to fall dead. i know this sounds corny too but if you'd been through what i have im sure you'd be just as...shattered. and i dont wanna know any more. seriously, bas.