Soul Searching

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Random ramblings of a hungry 22 year old


Oh sometimes I just wanna strangle someone. Mostly its particular people who bug the living life out of me but they’ve just got to be borne for one reason or the other. (As you can probably tell I’m in a pretty pissy mood right now). I mean what in blue blazes man. Why don’t you go swallow a raw monkey or something, it’ll do you some good. Sigh. Ok take deep breaths and count till ten Sahar… ONE…..TWO….THREE…FOUR…FIVE…SIX….SEVEN…EIGHT...NINE…TEN.
I tell you this counting to ten business is over rated. It doesn’t seem to help.

It’s over now I’m cold, alone
I’m just a person on my own…
Nothing means a thing to me,
oh nothing means a thing to me

Anyhoo, on to better things. But the question is what better things? I took a minute to reflect on what it is about my current situation that I like and I came up with:

1. Hmmm. Well, I’m alive (that’s a start).
2. I haven’t eaten in 15 hours (good for shedding a few extra pounds. Don’t let this fool you into thinking that I only have a few extra pounds to shed. Or perhaps it depends on your definition of few. 50 could be few, couldn’t it? Yes, indeed).
3. My head hasn’t ached in more than 15 minutes (ever since I started writing, takes the focus away from the pain).
4. I can eat again in exactly 1 hour and 26 minutes. 24 now. One might wonder why it took me to minutes to write two words. Well, one should keep wondering.
5. I honestly can’t think of anything else.

Things I don’t like about my current situation: (This should be one helluva list)

1. WTF!!!!
2. I have baaaaad hunger pangs.
3. I will have to stay hungry for 13 hours at a stretch everyday for the next month.
4. Le momazilla is pissed off at me.
5. I have to go to college (which is now being pushed an hour back, so I have class at 8 now. GROAN!!!).
6. I have no life.
7. Repeat above.
8. No books and the above mentioned momazilla won’t let me buy any. Something about oh what was it again, oh right, money (or something like that).
9. Book club idea gone down the drain (for an explanation read #8 above).
10. I was bored enough to think about joining a book club. (sorry Amu!).

There you have it. I’m sure some of you even have tears in your eyes because you feel so sorry for me. No? Well, then, most heartless bunch of people I ever saw! Im gonna sign off. Word of advice before you leave: write when you’re pissed off. Works much better than freakin’ counting to ten.

book club

anyone up for joining a book club?? mail me or leave a comment here. its not much, will be aro und a book a month.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

She's got Bette Davis eyes

Heyo. Been a week since college started and its going pretty well. My transfer got accepted :) And I got A's in both my summer courses, so thats going well. Anyway just wanted to update. Later!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

whoosh

tap tap tap. very nervous about tomorrow. first official day of college. as in ive been going for 3 months now but as a full time student its my first day. they wont accept my transfer for some reason :( hafta talk to them about that again. anyway this is gonna be short. its midnight and i gotta get up at 7:30 am. NOT something im looking forward to. awwww hell. maybe i should feign a fever? Hmmmm. not such a bad idea. nah wont work, mom's too smart. crap. oh well. might as well make the best of it and actually, oh i dunno, study? heh. me'z off. later.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

how come every time you come around, my london london bridge wanna go down...lol

oh man this song is hilarious! fergie's a hoot. is it actually supposed to mean something? [knowing fergie it'll be something explicit!]

today was weird. just takes one day to decide what you'll be doing for the next four years. and that one day was today. i cant believe i have to go through everything all over again. Its crazy, stupid, bullcrap, no good,two timing, MFing insane! [these are just randon galis...Im frustrated.] but no two ways about it. its gotta be done. I'll be 26 when i get my bachelors. HA! What a joke! its completely crazy to even think it let alone go through with it. and yet I'll do exactly that. anyway i was looking for random/ nice pictures on the net and here's what i've got so far:



temme what you'd rate it. mine's 6.5.